Christian Bautista - Invincible

I don't have nerves of steel
I have a heart that feels
I may have cried a million tears
but I wont drown
I let myself unfold
Gave you my hand to hold
You took me beyond
where I could see
And then you let go of me. .

Chorus:
I was damaged by the fall
Got the wind knocked out of me
To be standing here at all
I must be invincible

I thought that I would break
But now I have come to see
Something strong and beautiful
Inside of me
I must be invincible. . .

I dont have X-ray eyes
Don't have a heart so wise
How could I have known
you'd let me down
If I had known that then
IF my eyes are wide open
I still believe I would've risked it
There's no way I would've missed it

chorus.

yeah~ . . its a blessing and a curse
yeah~ . . But you find out what you're worth.

chorus

i must be invincible
yeah
i must be invincible
yeah
i must be invincible
yeah
i must be invincible
yeah
i must be invincible
yeah
i must be invincible
yeah
i must be invincible

i must be invincible

i'll alight at your heart
9:06 PM

some random facts i found online

Real diamonds can be made from peanut butter!

McDonald's salads contain up to 60% more fat than their burgers!

Seaweed is used to thicken icecream.

Strawberries have more vitamin c than oranges.

i'll alight at your heart
8:43 PM

Freiheit - Keeping The Dream Alive

Tonight the rain is falling,
Full of memories of people and places.
And while the past is calling,
In my fantasy I remember their faces.

The hopes we had were much to high;
Way out of reach, but we have to try.
The game will never be over,
Because we're keeping the dream alive.

I hear myself recalling
Things you said to me the night it all started.
Andstill the rain is falling.
Makes me feel the way I felt when we parted.

The hopes we had were much to high;
Way out of reach, but we have to try.
No need to hide, no need to run,
'Cause all the answers come one by one.
The game will never be over,
Because we're keeping the dream alive.

I need you - I love you.

The game will never be over,
Because we're keeping the dream alive.
The hopes we had were much to high;
Way out of reach, but we have to try.
No need to hide, no need to run,
'Cause all the answers come one by one.

The hopes we had were much to high;
Way out of reach, but we have to try.
No need to hide, no need to run,
'Cause all the answers come one by one.
The game will never be over,
Because we're keeping the dream alive.

The game will never be over,
Because we're keeping the dream alive.
The game will never be over,
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm.


this songs says a thousand words.

i'll alight at your heart
6:54 PM

POP 2007

the dinner, the chalet, the conert were all fun and happy
but the end of the concert just marks the end of POP, marks the end of the times we are going to have with the reds, it marks the end of everthing. after that, we are all starting a new.

it just feels empty now where you feel totally lost because all your lovely seniors are gone and there'll be no one for you to guide you, no one to be your guiding light.

remember the times when we were only sec one and the reds hated us cause we appeared like total pests but after the blues passed out, the bond between us grew stronger and stronger and now, the bond is unbreakable.

you guys were our support, our guiding light.

now, its just a really scary feeling in the air that our guiding light is gone and it's just plain darkness all around, what happens if we walk the wrong path? what happen if we trip and fall?
the creepy feeling is bad.

Tuesday wil definately be the very day where no laughters will be heard, and all our eyes will be filled with sadness. the band room will be very noisy, but not with the usual chatting with our seniors but is the noise cause by the lost feeling in all of us, we will not be knowing where to go and what to do and there'll be no one to guide us. and when miss sia calls upon all her victims, there'll be no one for us to seek help and we can only defend for ourselves and our juniors.
and though band room will be filled with people but all seems to be unfamilliar faces and familliar faces are all gone.

band room will no longer be filled with the reds.
things will be different. totally different.
there will no longer be Jing Wen in front of me setting up / keeping her Justin in her usual corner when i am keeping / setting up.
there will no longer be Jia Ying playing and warming up her Jerry and hence got all of us warming up too.
there will no longer be Jacq being the human metroneme when all of us have to play the songs together.
there will no longer be Pamela commanding us for drills and giving us a really long letter during noms and wearing the smiley badge that all of us wore.
there will no longer be Yan zhu rushing for reply slips and wants to pump people who never hand in by the deadline.
there will no longer be Leonie conducting us during combine and makes sure we play all the dynamics and makes sure that we keep the tone.
there will no longer be Andrea to fall us in for berato.
there will no longer be Pei ting to tell us not be rude to mr ong.
there wll no longer be the Reds to give us joy and be our guiding light and be our pillar.

Reds will be dearly missed.

and its only 3 days after POP and i'm already missing them.

i'll alight at your heart
12:38 PM

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i'll alight at your heart
12:38 PM

i'll alight at your heart
10:59 AM

thank you.

i'll alight at your heart
9:23 AM

don't mess with me.

i bite.

i'll alight at your heart
9:39 PM

i'm stupid enough to trust you

fuck you

i'll alight at your heart
6:15 PM

i'm so effing effing weird.
a moment ago i was happy
a moment later i was pissed
now i'm pissed and sad.


and its so freaking irritating that i'm so effing weird that i become emo and sad after listening to these songs.
****

secondhand serenade - vulnerable
"please don’t tell me that I am the only one that’s vulnerable "

Avril Lavigne - Keep Holding On
"With you by my side I will fight and defend "

Girls Aloud - I'll Stand By You
'Take me into your darkest hour And I’ll never desert you I’ll stand by you"

Phil Collins - You'll Be In My Heart
"I will protect you from all around you I will be here "

Faith Hill - There You'll Be
"I'll be glad cause I was blessed to get to have you in my life "

i'll alight at your heart
5:22 PM

i'm back.













SQUAD! <3 SEXY SAXES ! <3

i'll alight at your heart
11:42 PM

JESS LING LOVES ALL THE FRIDAYS!

LAST FRIDAY WAS LOVE!
THIS FRIDAY IS LOVE!
NEXT FRIDAY WILL BE LOVE!
NEXT FRIDAY SHALL BE LOVE!

THIS IS THE BEST JUBILATE!
THE BEST!
shall elaborate tomorrow ! :D

PICTURES OF JUBILATE UP!
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2092297378

ENJOY!


TODAY IS A LOVE LOVE DAY!
<3

i'll alight at your heart
12:52 AM

JESS LING IS A HAPPY GIRL TODAY!

i'm so happy today

drills was fun! (cassandra's demure commands)

after school was fun too! (louisa's WOAH umbrella)

chinese mock oral was fun too too! (ugenie and rachel's narration of the instructions on how to fry an egg and other funny stuff that happened :D)

TODAY IS FUN!

: D

anyway, midsummer's night dream pictures up!
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2092368519
haha.

anyway, fort canning night happened during mid summer, and its at night.

WE EXPERIENCED MIDSUMMER'S NIGHT DREAM OURSELVES!
(but not the porno parts)
: D

i'll alight at your heart
8:39 PM

i'm drained out.
i'm really tired.
there's going to be endless napfa retests.
endless tests.
endless fails.
endless schemes
endless blaming
why does it all come together?
i only had one day of peace.
its killing me.
nothing can solve the problems except time
but i'll can't just sit there and suffer
i'm drained out
and i've got no more energy left.
it's unbearable.
i really can't take it anymore.
when can it all be over?
when can i truly enjoy life?
when can i truly let go of everything?
and i've got enough problems and here you are,
creating more problems for me
when the issue has nothing to do with me but you are just dragging me into it
i've made it very clear.
you've heard it.
but because you don't dare and don't bare to do anything to her,
i have to be the one suffering
and listening to all your scoldings.
it's not my fault now.
it was never my fault from the very beginning.
i really don't understand you
and you never understand the pain i'm going through.
things just have to go your way even if it means making others unhappy.
i really don't want to hate you.
i'm tired.
i feel lost.
its a cowardly act,
but i don't have the courage and energy to face any of these anymore.
i just want to escape.
it's unbearable.
it's pain.
it's tiring.
it's a burden.
it's saddening.
it's disappointing.
i'm too tired to fight back.
i just want to run away.
i just want things to be solved.
i'm really drained out and i can't carry on.
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

i'll alight at your heart
9:15 PM

You Are 94% Burned Out
You are extremely burned out.You work too hard, and you're not getting the results you deserve.It's time for a life change, as soon as you can manage it.You're giving away most of your energy to something you don't even enjoy.

Your Mind is 72% Cluttered Your mind is quite cluttered. And like most clutter, it's a bunch of crap you don't need.Try writing down your worst problems and fears. And then put them out of your mind for a while.

You Are Running on 87% Adrenaline Your Adrenaline Level: Very Dangerous
Life is passing you by so quickly, you hardly can notice what's going on.You definitely need to slow down before you crash hard!

Your Emoticon is Sad You're feeling a tad depressed right now. It will likely pass soon, but for now, you need some major cheering up!

You Aren't In the Best Of Moods While you aren't full on depressed, things aren't going your way.
You may be hurt, angry, frustrated... or all three.
Not to worry - you'll be feeling fine in no time.

Your Stress Level is: 66% You are prone to stress, and you're probably even pretty stressed right now.Life's problems seem to pile up on you, and this often makes you feel depressed and burned out.Learn to take time to relax and enjoy life, even if things are stressful. It's the only wa you'll get through the bad times.

this is what i get after doing a quizs online.
:(

i'll alight at your heart
9:12 PM

initially yesterday was bad. like horrible.
i shan't go into details.

but later on, after school,
DARLING 3 FAITH MADE IT ALL GOOD,NICE AND FUN!
3 FAITH'S THE LOVE!

we went for midsummer's night dream play at fort canning after a mad rush of rushing there.
and though i caouldn't understand the play, but who cares, when 3 faith the main thing! haha
the class ate like 10 pizzas! :D
and the few of us saw things that was RAted. like so RA.
and sylvia was bullying my very cute friend. :)
and actually all of us were being spastic, like sylvia and i talking bout our dear friend,ugenie sylvia and i stargazing in the middle of the show,louisa and karon being crazy over the wall, louisa crazy over the rooney jersey, the few of us cam-whoring with my lousy bright double flash camera, waiteng trip and fall twice continously at the steps,da bomb i totally don't know what she was doing and sylvia and i being total idiots like skipping while walking down the hill, like nearly half of faith jaywalking with all the AH!! and ugenie didn't dare to walk down the stairs, nearly half the class like 15 of us took like picture in the middle of the mrt station at the stairs. cool or what. :D

3 FAITH'S THE LOVE!
I LOVE YOU GUYS MAN!
<3

i'll alight at your heart
11:11 AM

we shall we do?

):

i'll alight at your heart
10:27 PM

Avril Lavigne - Keep Holding On

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No, I won't give in

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the door's closed
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Hear me when I say
When I say "I believe.
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da, la da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

-Ahh, ahh-
Keep holding on
-Ahh, ahh-
Keep holding on
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through




it says everything.
WE'LL MAKE IT THROUGH

i'll alight at your heart
1:09 PM

we're all going through a hard time now
but we'll make it through.

i'll alight at your heart
1:07 PM