i'll alight at your heart
11:22 PM

I AM SO HAPPY BECAUSE EVERYBODY IS HAPPY!

I AM SO HAPPY BECAUSE CASSANDRA LAI YU HUI IS HAPPY!

I LOVE CASSANDRA LAI YU HUI!

<3

( and jing wen, don't fight for my love, later someone jealous and you can have her love too!)

i'll alight at your heart
11:17 PM

I we couldn't give a damn what you say to me us
I we don't really care what you think of me us
cause either way you're gonna think what you believe
there's nothing you could say that would hurt me us

I'm we're better off without you anyway
I we thought it would be hard but I'm we're ok
I we don't need you if you're gonna be that way
cause with me us it's all or nothing

I'm we're sick of your shit don't deny
you're a waste of time
I'm we're sick of your shit
don't ask why

I we hate you now
So go away from me us
You're gone
So long
I we can do better
I we can do better
HEY
HEY YOU
I we found myself ourselves again
That's why
Goodbye
I we can do better
I we can do better

You're so full of shit
I we can't stand the way you have to just can't comprehend
I we don't think that you can handle it
I'm we're way over,
over it

I we will drink as much Lemoncello as I we can
and I we'll do it again and again
I we don't really care what you have to say
Cuz you know you know you're nothing

I'm we're sick of your shit don't deny
you're a waste of time
I'm we're sick of your shit
don't ask why

I we hate you now
So go away from me us
You're gone
So long
I we can do better
I we can do better
HEY
HEY YOU
I we found myself ourselves again
That's why
Goodbye
I we can do better
I we can do better

What'd you say?
I we told you so
You know that
cuz I we always know

Get outta my our face
Hey Hey
You're not my our taste
Hey Hey

I we am are so
sick of you
You're on my our nerves
I we wanted you

Get outta my our face
Hey Hey
You're not my our taste
Hey Hey

I we hate you now
So go away from me us
You're gone
So long
I we can do better
I we can do better
HEY
HEY YOU
I we found myself again
That's why
Goodbye
I we can do better
I we can do better

I we hate you now
So go away from me us
You're gone
So long
I we can do better
I we can do better
HEY
HEY YOU
I we found myself ourself again
That's why
Goodbye
I we can do better
I we can do better




go away.

i'll alight at your heart
5:35 PM

it's getting ugly

you are disgusting
you are disgusting too.

leave us out of it

we are innocent

we will not be your victims

> : <

i'll alight at your heart
5:22 PM

we are starting to lose it

i must be stay strong
and cheer everyone up!

WE MUST BE HAPPY!
WE MUST BE GAY!
WE MUST BE CRAZY!

i'll alight at your heart
5:06 PM

thank you for being there.

you give me courage.

since it has to be carried out,
it shall be carried out with pride.

thank you for being there. <3

i'll alight at your heart
8:14 PM

we're going to be fine.

camp is in 20 days time.

don't let it happen
there is still 20 days for things to change.

you're getting what you've been wanting
it's slow but it's improving
it will be good
it's becoming positive
don't let it all go down the drain

only you can decide how it's going to be
you'll decide everything

do us a favour

we need you to be there you have to see us 'grow up' we'll be disappointed if you are not there. we will be very disappointed. we've already accepted you & we don't hate you. we have no grudges against you. you have to be there. we'll be disappointed if you are not there.
we will be very disppointed.
:(

i'll alight at your heart
2:52 PM

Well, I know that it's early
And it's too hard to think
And the broken empty bottles
Are a reminder in the sink
But I thought that I should tell you,
If it's not too late to say
I could put back all the pieces,
They just might not fit the same

Cuz nothin's worth losin'
Especially the chance to make it right
And I know that we're gonna be fine
And the tatooed mistakes
Are gonna fade over time
As long as we live, time passes by
And we won't get it back when we die

Well I know that it's been years now,
And I don't look the same
And the hopes and dreams you had for me
You thought went down the drain
And the room looks so empty
Where my pictures used to be
And I can't say that I blame you,
But you can't blame me

Cuz nothin's worth losin'
Especially the chance to make it right
And I know that we're gonna be fine
And the tatooed mistakes
Are gonna fade over time
And as long as we live, time passes by
And we won't get it back when we die

Come over, come over
Cuz i gotta know
If I'm doing this all on my own
Come over, come over
How can I show you if you're not here?

And I know that we're gonna be fine
And the tatooed mistakes
Are gonna fade over time
And as long as we live, time passes by
And we won't get it back when we die

And I know that we're gonna be fine
And I know that we're gonna be fine
And the tatooed mistakes
Are gonna fade over time
And as long as we live, time passes by
And we won't get it back when we die

Come over, come over
Whoahoahooooo
Come over, come over
Whoahoahooooo
Come over, come over
Cuz I gotta know
We won't get it back when we die
I know that it's early

i'll alight at your heart
2:50 PM

i'm tired

just let me cry or just let me die

i'll alight at your heart
8:18 PM

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i'll alight at your heart
9:57 PM

its a form of training for tolerence.

tolerence training.

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i'll alight at your heart
9:12 PM

its official.

i don't know how to do math
& i don't like A math chapter 4.
>:{(

my saviour is back!
my sister is back!
but she never buy food for me
>:{(


i'm still happy though
cause i cut my hair yesterday
& cassandra said it was nice.

:{D

i'll alight at your heart
8:51 PM

it's still difficult to get over it.

' yesterday, our band came back with a silver'

like yes. thank you.
you don't have to keep repeating it.
tears was like flowing in the eyes already
and i was holding it back

but ms chan was trying to be encouraging.
at least she puts in the effort.

but lim was clapping very vigoursly
i doubt she proud of us.
she's most probably happy that we got silver so we can shut up.

but hey, get your facts right.
WE NOT ASHAMED.
WE ARE DISSAPOINTED.

syf is over.
recess and after schools have become so empty and lost.

i can't wait for sports day to come.

WE'LL PROVE TO EVERYONE THAT WE ARE STILL OF GOLD STANDARD.


i can't even get down to work.
can't even study for the two effing math test im having tmr.

it's hard to get over and adapt to the truth.
but time will heal everything.
how long?
i don't know.

i'll alight at your heart
7:49 PM

if we're that insignificant, then don't bother

i'll alight at your heart
8:23 PM

the worst still happened.

today's the day where i'll never forget for my entire life.
the historical moment.

BAND 133
CHIJ ST.NICHOLAS GIRLS' SCHOOL...
SILVER.

and we let go of the tightly held hands, our hearts sank and tears flowed.

dissapointed
crushed
depressed
lost
were running through our minds.

months of practices and hardwork and it's over.
OVER.
DOWN THE DRAIN.

but
i'll remember everything. everything that we've been through as a band, as a section and as a squad.
i'll remember having overly excited and not being able to sleep.
i'll remember going to school at 6.15 and get locked outside
i'll remember the motivations that miss sia gave
i'll remember the nice miss sia
i'll remember tearing at every prayer and motivational talk
i'll remember screwing up the whole thing
i'll remember crying once we leave the hall
i'll remember watching all the other bands play and admiring their instruments like the mini saxophone
i'll remember sitting outside the hall togther with the whole squad and sec 2 squad and have a loudspeaker phonecall to hear the results
i'll remember running into the hall to hear the results
i'll remember holding hands togther while waiting for the results
i'll remember the moment how our hearts sank when we hear silver
i'll remember how bad all of us cried
i'll remember the quiet bus ride back
i'll remember the fact that we already did our very best
i'll remember that our squad did our very best for our one and only syf
i'll remember everything that we've been through as a band,a section and a squad


SNSB BRAVO!

i'll alight at your heart
7:56 PM

though we lost the gold, but we gained the band spirit!


SB unite, we’ll show our might!
we’ll show them how our people fight!
we’ll walk to the front with courage & might
cos ain’t nobody gonna break our stride
cos we’re the, we’re the SB (ow!) SB (ow!)
we’re the, we’re the SB (ow!) SB (ow!)

i'll alight at your heart
7:53 PM

Whitney Houston & Mariah Carey - When You Believe

Many nights we prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hope for a song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know theres much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could whoa yes

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill

Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe

[Mmmmmmmmmyeah]
Mmmyeah

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer bird
Too swiftly flown away

Yet now Im standing here
My hearts so full, I cant explain
Seeking faith and speakin words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill (Mmm)

Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe

[Hey]
[Ooh]

They don't always happen when you ask
And its easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see the way, get through the rain
A small but still, resilient voice
Says hope is very near, oh [Oh]

There can be miracles (Miracles)
When you believe (Boy, when you believe, yeah) [Though hope is frail]
Though hope is frail [Its hard]
Its hard to kill (Hard to kill, oh, yeah)

Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve, oh)
When you believe somehow you will (Somehow, somehow, somehow)
Somehow you will (I know, I know, know)
You will when you believe [When you]

(Ohoh)
[You will when you]
(You will when you believe)
[Oohoohooh]
[Oh...oh]
[When you believe]
[When you believe]


WE WILL GET GOLD WITH HONOURS!

MIRACLES DO HAPPEN WHEN WE BELIVE IN THEM

i'll alight at your heart
9:03 PM

ok yes, i'm weird.

SSS didn't come today! yay!
and it was destressing time.
i think it was kindda fun, laughing at cassandra, laughing at cher, laughing at all crap!
haha
i think today is the only band practice that is so enjoyable after such a long time and its going to be until Syf is over before it'll be that happy again.

st patrick's got gold with honours!
like okay..
yay, clap clap for them!

and somehow, i don't why,
after today's band, i just think that we might just create another miracle,
and get a GOLD WITH HONOURS too.
and that will scare the hell out of SSS
and we'll do everyone proud!

yay! we can do it!
we must keep upholding the WE MUST AND WE WILL GET GOLD WITH HONOURS feeling!

yay we can do it!

miracles do happen when we believe in them!

<3

i'll alight at your heart
8:38 PM

i forgot what i want to say.
fork.

just sad.
but i know i must cheer up.
for tomorrow will be a better day
and i'll be prove to bloody bitch tomorrow.
>:|

GO GOLD!

i'll alight at your heart
9:46 PM

FUCK!
TK IS SO UBER GOOD AND THEY GOT AN EFFING GOLD.

BLOODY BITCH'S GONNA KILL US CAUSE HER DEAR BAND ONLY GOT AN EFFING GOLD AND SHE'S GONNA PRESSURE US AND KILL US.

8 days.
3 practices.


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i'll alight at your heart
7:39 PM

it feeds on people's happiness and give people stress. >:<

i'll alight at your heart
5:22 PM

i'll alight at your heart
8:18 PM

fork.

i have so many things on the to-do list and nothing seems easy for my to do.

1. do the 3259732985437689436 homework >:<
2.practive the saxophone to get a good tone and sound so bloody bitch won't be so angry on tues >:<
3.be mentally prepared for pe tomorrow, 5 rounds >:(

okay,it might not be a lot but its so heavy.

everybody's tired.

but we only have 9 more days
9 more days and it will be the results of all the practices.

a week ago, we sounded as in gold's within our reach
now, we sounded far from gold. even the instrutors said we sounded far from gold.

but i don't think we are far from gold.
we can really sound good like really of gold standard.

we sounded of gold standard when ito took us.
so it's not that we are lousy.

however, after talking to regina on the phone yesterday,
somehow, i just think that it's our attitude.
effing bitch can still smile and think that what bloody bitch said about cutting players was a joke and just don't bring home her instrument and practice.if you think you are really putting so much effort and time into it and if you think you are that good, think again.

fork.

it's tiring but hang in there.
hang in there.
9 more days.

hang in there.

i'll alight at your heart
8:03 PM

hey woman, take a chill pill man.
anw, effing bitch's blog is D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G.
what the shit. damn gross lah. thank goodness I didn't go blind.
oh and I LOOK SO DAMN SPASTIC IN THE "SQUAD" PHOTO!!!
I mean, it doesnt even look like ME! okay lah, a bit? but still, it's so damn retarded!
I THINK I LOOK SKINNIER NOW AND MY HAIR NOT THAT SHITTY LAH...
it's SHITTIER. hahahaha. okay I'm just being retarded here.
CHEER UP WORM! ILY <33

i'll alight at your heart
12:25 AM

i'll alight at your heart
11:01 PM

anyway, come to think of it,
bloody bitch, i think we sounded freaking bad today was partly because of you too.
who can sound well under all the scolding?!
be happy?!sound happy?!
who can still smile and be so happy after getting shout at?
we're not like you okay,have two face.

bloody bitch.

WE"LL PROVE YOU WRONG

i'll alight at your heart
10:58 PM

today's band was bad. >:<

bloody bitch went mad.
& just start screaming her head off at us.
& now bloody bitch wants to cut players.
& effing bitch did not even feel scared
& effing bitch is so complacent and proud
BITCH
no wonder they get along so well,
cause they are BITCHES.

bloody bitch, you wanna cut then cut lah,
but PLEASE man, cut the right person
otherwise even if you cut everyone
there'll still be problem cause the main cause is still there being a total effing bitch,tapping her feet,drinking her water and rolling her eyes and giving attitude when people ask her to bring her instrument home, thinking that she's effing good.

bloody bitch, stop being so biased.
there's such thing as KARMA you know.
you don't like the person but she can play and she's out.
you like the person but she can't play and she's in.
wow, your logic's so 'fair' man.

bloody bitch, you're so full of yourself.
you are the boss?
but even a boss will be fair and just to his/her employers.
you're a tyrant.
incase you don't know what tyrant means,
here's the meaning,
The term carries connotations of a harsh and cruel ruler who place their own interests or the interests of a small oligarchy over the best interests of the general population which they govern or control.
TYRANT.

bloody bitch <3 effing bitch

FORK.

i may be harsh here.
but bloody bitch and effing bitch weren't any better.

SUCKERS.

FORK.

>:<

i'll alight at your heart
10:12 PM

awwww. don't be grumpy you silly woman.
& I know I was exceptionally cute today :DDD

i'll alight at your heart
6:56 PM

today was okay generally.
but, somethings and some people just piss me off and make me feel sad. >:(

CO got a gold for their SYF and THEY ARE SAD.
like ?! sad?!
it'll be like freakin good if we can even get a gold and they are not satisfied with it?
fine then.

and okay,
they've got gold,
so we MUST get gold.
and focking monster HOO just start being focking shit when all the performing arts ppl are very tensed when mrs goh was announcing the results.
just fock off okay!
you fat shit.
just shut your mouth if you don't know anything.
you don't get the pressure and stress we're feeling
so SHUT UP!
you just don't know how shit it feels when everyone is pushing their limits to perform the best and you know you are doing your best too but you just simply sucks like total crap.
you don't know the feeling do you?
you focking piece of shit.
no, shit is too mild for you. >>>:(((

and just feel very grumpy over some stuff.

i hate you.
i don't mind losing you.
it's enough that i've got them.
i can live well without you.
i hate you.
just leave my life.
SCRAM!
you are not welcome here.
GET OUT OF MY LIFE.

>>>>>>>>>:((((((((((((

i'll alight at your heart
6:39 PM

'theres no where left to fall when you reach the bottom its now or never'

'Dont make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well.'

(O-Town - All Or Nothing)



If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me

(Colin Raye - Love Me)

i'll alight at your heart
6:35 PM

Corrinne May - Little Superhero Girl

I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world
Everybody wants a piece of me
And I just don't know where to turn

I've got work piled up to my head
All I want to do is jump into bed
And wash away my troubles with lemonade

Play hide and seek with the boy next door
Take a trip to Singapore and
Imagine how I'll make the world a better place

All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognise
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero

If I were a little girl
Trying to clean up the whole wide world
I'd kick the bad boys back to school
Teach them fighting's just not cool

I'd give every kid a teddy bear
Turn starving people into millionaires
Break glass ceilings with dynamite

Sprinkle a little sugar and spice
Turn the bullies that terrorize
Into pink poodles that bark, but don't bite

All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognise
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero

Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save me

Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save me from myself

I feel like a little girl

Trying to conquer the whole wide world

:(

i'll alight at your heart
6:26 PM

i'll alight at your heart
9:23 PM

today is a nice day.

great family gathering at my house.

fun! <33

:D

i'll alight at your heart
9:22 PM

These are the rules: Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!

i got tagged by jing wen. :/

so here goes, the six weird things about me:
1. i like to give people lollipops. :D
2. i like to call for deliveries. :D
3. i love paper bags. :D
4. i feel weird if i don't fall down at least once in a year. :D
5. i love cream cakes,they are my comfort food. :D
6. i love my grandmother more than my mother. :D

finally done.but actually i find it quite fun.haha

now, six people to continue the game. :)
1. cassandra lai
2. regina new
3. carina
4. louisa
5. grace
6. cassandra tan

i'll alight at your heart
7:36 PM

hello!

today's the 1st of april. :(

16 days to SYF!

we can make it!
yay!
we'll get gold!

damn sad and motivated about band at the same time because of the conversation with penny and yuhui.

was selling them the jubilate tickets.
& suddenly the thought that jubilate will be our last performance with the sec fours is so sad. :(

i don't want POP.

16 days to SYF.
we'll get a gold!
we'll get a gold.
no matter what.
and it'll be the best POP gift for the sec fours.

:(

16 days to DOOMSDAY?
16 days to GOLD?
16 days to SYF.

i'll alight at your heart
1:30 PM

randomess.

i'll alight at your heart
12:36 PM

i don't want to go to school tomorrow.

don't like mondays. >:(

i don't wanna do homework. >:(

i shall write notes to cassandra. :D

i'll alight at your heart
12:00 PM