i'll like to thank all my classmates(be it who you are.as long as you were in my class before.),all the teachers that have thought me,energy and most importently,My family.thank you all for the days you guys spent with me,be it good or bad.thank you.you guys made a difference in my life.i'll never forget you.to my family:thank you for being there for me all the time.i love you.THANK YOU GUYS~!HAPPIE NEW YEAR~!LOVE U ALWAYS~!

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8:30 PM

i'll alight at your heart
8:29 PM

woke up at dunno 10.30 den watch tv & read newspaper.read bout david gan the the papers...he's so nice lorz....give veri ex present...and most importently is friends wif energy and if never remember wrongly like have their number...not i siao or wat lahz...but is sooo honored to have their number lahz...kaez back to topic.after reading newspaper,watch tv again,den wash up which is already 11 something by then den ate "Awfully Chocolate" chocolate cake.den ate the fried things my grandma fried den drank my milo den watch tv den off tv den went in the room the lie on the bed and listen to radio(yes 933) den the 933 annouced the number 1 for the top 5 group and the number one goes to the best,most excellent,greatest,gorgeous,attractive,modest ENERGY~!they are the champion(sing wif the tune of "we are the champion")den listen + record the interview they had wif the champion and den called wei ling den read magazines den waited for my turn to use the com then came online den go friendster den check mail den read energy's news then play games den chat wif yinghui and yinghui called me den chat and watched webcam wif nat den go offline den go drink tea then have tea time then laze around then bath then have dinner den either watch the charity that have the dearst energy or go out and shop but hope the latter one won't happen later den sweet dreams.okay guys.that's the life on 26/12/04.ENERGY ROX~!ENERGY wan4 sui4!

i'll alight at your heart
3:23 PM

hi guys.feelin rather confused...im not sure to be happy or sad that i managed to stay in sngs...happy in the sense that im able to be with my friends again but also,sad the sense that there are many things that im unclear of...and sngs focus on sports but yet my sports sux and its very difficult for me to excel in sports...especially in running...and what CCA am i gonna join?Though getting into sngs is a happy thing to my family and my mom is finally relieved that i can get into sngs but now,their worries of me getting in to sng are gone but here comes my worries bout coping with school life...and they are old enough to handle the worries but i can't.im juz a 12 year old...and while they are happy bout me getting into sng,they won't even noe that im unhappy...and all this is enough to me to suffer and now,my sis has 4 more years to critise sng and she critise sng is her problem but she'll include me too....and my family will only be happy for at most 2 days but im gonna suffer for 4 years...what's the point of getting others what they want and get yourself to suffer?and the worst is that u suffer in silence...and its no use telling them how you feel...in the adults mind,if the thing is good its good.they just thing that it won't have any bad substance in the good thing...and of course the can choose what they want..and now i get into it,they will be happy and can show off around but they juz won't have or even know the suffering that i'll suffer....what's the point?im suffering while they are so happy...i'll rather go to a school of my choice regardless the standard and be happy there rather than to be in sng and be sad for 4 years...I HATE MY LIFE....im jus being controlled by my parents....they'll ruin my life....and now in in sng,they'll expect me to go cjc which sux like hell and is lousy!i hate myself!i hate my life!I Hate school~! i wanna cry~~~~~~~~~~~

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6:18 PM

I'll Stand By You by Girls Aloud. For all my friends.The lyrics is what i wanna tell you guys.I'll Stand By You.


Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
You're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
Cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

i'll alight at your heart
8:39 PM

heyz penny.after readin ur post(monday,20 dec,11.22pm)in ur blog.I've something to say:don't be worried of what school you'll be posted to,cause even if you're not in the same school with us,it doesn't mean we won't meet up.don't you know that "absance makes the heart fonder" ?no matter what i believe that we'll all stick together and be friends forever...so,don't be scared for things that can't be changed.why not think of how to maintain our friendship so that everybody won't forget each other.and remember.no matter what happens,i'll support you till the end and always be there for you when you need me.forget all the sorrows and remember all the times we had together.even though i've only knew you for 2 years but you're great.FRIENDS FOREVER

i'll alight at your heart
8:21 PM

i change my blog template~!

i'll alight at your heart
8:19 PM

It's at night now...the place is so quiet and yet so noisy....I also don't know y I would type this post...maybe coz im tired.tired at heart. Thought of the times that i actually acted happy. Don understand y i did it...and i don understand myself too. thought that being pissed off by a friend will happen very rare to me but honestly, i just don understand why I'm so easily pissed off with my friends nowadays...these things don happen when we're in school...and i just can't stand their sarcastic criticism nowadays...maybe is that im too naive, I really thought that friends are people whom u can share ur problems wif them and u can behave in front of them comfortably but it doesn't seems so to me...I can only do so maybe to only 2 friends...what exactly is true friends?I don know.and i doubt if it really exist now...especially for 1 person.everything seems so fake...how I wish I could really let out all the feelings...I really wish to let them know how I really feel...I really feel used...the world seems to be turning its back on me...everything changed...happy, to sad...relaxed, to stressed...and when all this happen, all I need is just a friend to talk to...but some just don't understand and misunderstood me...having a MP3 doesn't change anything.maybe its me who changed or maybe its u guys...not wanting to go out wif u guys doesn't mean I don regard u guys as my friend anymore but I just need my own space too...I need my own time too...and im easily pissed off nowadays, so if I go out wif u guys, I can't ensure that I won't be pissed off and I'll not be enjoying myself and u guys too. so y make everybody unhappy? so, please...i beg u...understand the situation im need or maybe jus leave me alone for awhile...I need a break...when u guys are reading this, you guys might be angry or whatever...but so sorry because I really can't hold it anymore...I need to released it all out...u can forget bout this post after reading it but please, jus remember that : I just need to have my own time and space. that's all for today.sorry for wasting your time to read this.bye.

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9:40 PM

i'll alight at your heart
9:29 PM